Fragile Independence

I
am
alone
body racked
heart cracked
by blind choice
I don't like to need
and bleed
at the same time
especially not in relation
to people
I feel stripped naked
Regardless
but the pain
that seeps thru
my skin
seems easier to bare
without eyes upon
my wounds
I huddle
surrounding my soul
with a fierce layer
of protective pride
that keeps out
what I need
and what I desire
but am afraid
to touch
In case
I am
too broken
to receive it
and I shatter
upon contact
I'd rather be alone
and clothed in my pain
than naked
In front of you
and so I am...